love , I begin the longest letter I have ever written or write in my
life. I dedicate it to you in this day that in so many feelings and
sensations encountered assault. By one side , the relief of knowing that
at last you went out of jail, that you are among people loves you so
much and supports you unconditionally , that you have already joined
Irmita, that you have seen your folks and mainly that you have stopped
to be an instrument of all blackmail being uselessly imposed upon you.
So, it has been an ambivalent day. I think , I am feeling happy, since I
sincerely believe that positive feelings
weight more than the negative ones, just than may be, in occasions ,
nostalgia assaults me and I feel the joy of happiness . I suppose also
that not having Yvette weights upon me and the fact that there is still
pending the moment I expect most of being able to talk to you by phone.
I would have told mummy, that when she sees you to tell you to wait for
my call at Roberto's house, on Friday., but always sensation was left on
me that Friday was too far
away , sensation that talking to grandma was reinforced. So I told Mummy
to advance the call for Thursday.
suppose tomorrow at this hour you have already encountered with mummy
and with Yvette and I do not see the moment in which this good news gets
that terrorism is openly treated against Cuba with the case of the
Panama complot, it occurs to me that the world has tragic fun things ,
and one of them is that a country has sheltered so many criminals , now
makes efforts to get rid of them. I do not think to have seen any of
these characters with such qualities you have plenty.
At the time I make these lines , 7:30 p.m.
and I called again to Gladys , but in this occasion Roberto and
mummy were precisely here
to complete our troop for the trial and was left again with the wishes
of talking to him.
will try to get of someone,
five minutes to talk to mummy tonight, to say good bye to her, and there
is no more remedy than to wait until tomorrow to talk Roberto and know
about the conversation with you.
talked to Yvette - although you know she tries to kiss and leave the
phone quickly. I talked to my grandma and I noticed enough ready for
I told you , this is the longest letter I have ever written in my life,
since I think to go on every day. This
will be the testimony of my remembrance of every day.